Median Meditation

by Douglas Nordfors

 


Yesterday seems more plausible, and so
where I plant my feet seems less crucial
than tracing my numb steps back to

yesterday’s threshold, and looking not
so much back as in, as if leaning into
a room in an art gallery, and seeing a painter’s

obsessive variations on a flower in
a clear glass vase, or on a tree, or on
a vegetable or animal or human face—what

is a vegetable face? Nothing isn’t
impossible, and it’s miraculous—its eyes
can feel what I can’t see. Now I can’t

explain how weeping will become the willow
where I plant my feet that want to sever
the root of all time, the heart of all time

roughly on the same level as my elbows
when my arms were as if at my sides
as I as if walked out of an art gallery,

bravely, into a room with framed and empty
windows, with traces of one transformation
of a flower, its trunk as thin as a stem, its

only soul doing nothing, my voice either
beseeching or imploring,
depending on today.

 
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Douglas Nordfors received his BA from Columbia University and his MFA in poetry from The University of Virginia. His poems have been published in such journals as The Iowa Review, Quarterly West, Poetry Northwest, and Poet Lore, and have also appeared in the Best American Poetry series. He is the author of three books of poetry: Auras (2008), The Fate Motif (2013), and Half-Dreaming (2020), all published by Plain View Press.