Where She Went

by Mathew Thorburn

 


Mother tunneled ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎under the fence she caught the last
bus the last train she ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ flew away like the last
lark I haven’t seen one ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ for weeks one foot in front

of the other she’d say so ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ maybe she walked away
climbed a hill crossed ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ the mountains
she drifted away ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ the way a song does into your ear

into the air she ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ slipped under Grandfather’s black hat
left her reflection ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ in the glow of Jean’s clarinet
she swirled with the last ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ hot water down the drain

into the deep ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ breath between “Bucket’s Got A Hole”
and “Keyhole Blues” ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ she cut the light
unzipped her ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ shadow I wanted to

hold on but Father ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ pushed her away so she
wouldn’t disappear ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ the way he did wouldn’t reappear
the way he did floating ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ face in the mud.

 
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Matthew Thorburn is the author of seven collections of poems, including The Grace of Distance and Dear Almost, the latter of which won the Lascaux Prize.